Monday, June 30, 2008

i love you and then some

we all love, i love him, i love her, he loves me and so does she.
we love and we hurt, we hurt when its gone..and when we know it will go someday.
"you're too in love to let it go"

she says i am killing her.

i say i am dying already.

he says the same too. we connect, we are alike.

love cannot be ignored at all. it is there, it just is.

i need closure for the other him, in another land, another continent.
he doesn't care, i am just a memory...maybe. i can't even be sure.

he dwells, marinates in my memory....i wish he would feel the same too.

"i love you...a lot"

all of you.....

friends, lovers, strangers, dreamers...i love you all..

i wish this could be, me and then some...

Thursday, June 26, 2008



he smiles, she holds my hand,
we walk through the door,
her hand holding mine,
his smile still warm in my memory.
i can't breathe,
time seems to stop,
nothing seems to move,
she is still here, he is still smiling.
stop this, this maddening speed,
so slow, yet so tiring,
so slow, yet so wounding,
i can't speak, i've lost my soul.
silence screams all around,
and she hasn't let go,
she's strong for me,
he's strong for me.
i am strong for me,
but i don't want to be anymore,
i am fading, dying, cell by cell,
but..she is still here, he is still smiling.

26th June 08, 12:21am

Here and There

"Thoughts that compose,
Here and There,
I type it here."

We all think,
And I want to type those thoughts here; for you to see and feel.

Hope you enjoy reading my blog, keep an eye out, we might connect on a level that you thought didn't exist.