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the feeling is back again,
i can feel it in my stomach.
its getting harder to remember,
harder even to forget.
it rains heavy,
feels like my soul is on fire.
winding roads,
confusing dreams.
memories flood my thoughts,
and kiss my palm.
the sky closes in to watch me crumble,
the wind hurts and calms.
when november comes i'll die again,
when my love goes in vain.
a thousand deaths i will die,
and come back to you for comfort.
~26-08-08

memories and the love

it keeps coming back,
the smells, the sounds,
the songs, the streets,
the kisses, the smiles.
i miss those longing eyes staring back at me,
those comforted eyes kissing my soul,
those smiles assuring the love,
those moments that we were inseparable.
i want it back,
not once but a hundred times,
i don't want it back,
not once but a thousand times.

"Crazy skies all wild above me now
Winter howling at my face
And everything I held so dear
Disappeared without a trace
Oh all the times Ive tasted love
Never knew quite what I had
Little darling if you hear me now
Never needed you so bad
Spinning round inside my head"~sail away, david gray

it was wonderful,
memorable,
and it was true,
but its gone now, all gone.

its like we died,
nothing to say,
just lonely tears,
you need to resurrect me...someday..somehow..


"This years love had better last
Heaven knows it's high time
And I've been waiting on my own too long
But when you hold me like you do
It feels so right
I start to forget
How my heart gets torn
When that hurt gets thrown
Feeling like you can't go on"~this years love, david gray